i try to help other people though their struggles because I have no idea how to help /save myself helping other takes away my pain for short time and is a distraction I like all you guys your strength give me strength when I’m in the darkness fighting the demons
“were in the same game just different levels same hell just different demons ”
would be nice to get to know everyone we all try to support each other though the struggle and you guys have supported me in my dark hours
im not saying we will beat this I’m not saying things will or won’t get better but if we can find comfort in which ever choice we make to make the transition better to find peace that’s comforting and supporting
i speak to some of you via email and I appreciate the times we talk and support each over
but for people who haven’t got my email would be nice to talk I no some people dont want to talk though email and that’s ok but my email there anyways Indigojones5@gmail.com
drowning
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Hey.. Sent you a email so hopefully you can find my email…. If not oh well shit happens…
Thank you Drowning for your words your emails and our friendship. Lots of times you’ve been helping me 🙂
Thanks u my suicide I appreciate the chats we have uv helped me a lot 🙂
How have I helped even though I use to be incredibly happy. Wasn’t it like annoying? Mind you I’m in the phase where everything about me is now a flaw/imperfection so I’m bullying myself… But so are the demons…
I’m tryjng to cheer myself up so it would help to know… So I can help people
You being back helps it helps alot ive been a mess tge few days sui
Hopefully I can try fix that but before I can I need to help myself otherwise I’m a danger to everyone else…
Than how can we help you?
Yes how can we help
I want to know too but “they” aren’t telling me how to get better.
Is that a good sign? Me wanting to get better? “They” say no
Thr demons anrt gonna tell you thry want you sad what do you want what do you feel is right . I know very hard questions but try .
Fuck them i say yes
Yes I agree try block them out and look to your inner self
My inner self is empty all though I see a girl… A little girl… Me when I was younger… But her hair and eyes are turning black shes lifeless… Staring back at me… She just stares…
Ok snap her out of it and ask her. If she is ok and what she wants to do
She’s not talking she’s in a trance it’s like she can’t hear me… She walks right past me but I can’t see where she’s going…
I might go I can feel that I’m not helping anyone…. Nothing but a burden. And I’m not going to put anyone in danger with my depression… I refuse to let someones blood be on my hands… I couldn’t nor wouldn’t be able to live with myself…
Dont you DARE think that!! I personally am here to help YOU Kupo is too so are all the others do NOT think you are hurting us we want help you very badly
I already rold you being here is helping qnd if you were a burden I’ll tell you .Sui I fellt like this worthless pieces crap thet would be bettter off dead the world would be better . i havent slept but I feel kinda better you will to.
Sui were did you go
Aww no please come back…
How can u help me I have no idea I don’t even no how to help myself my friend