I’m not to sure what I feel but the longer I go on I think I’m less likely to act on my suicidal thoughts again I attempted twice but wasn’t really planned like don’t get me wrong I think about it most of the day and the last few days have been rather smooth in reality but things keep going smooth il see how things go not to say WHEN and that when will happen at some point thing will get bad again or something will happen that will get me thinking to act again but I hope I get the strength and courage to do it properly because let’s face it nothing last forever good times never last but bad times seem to drag a whole lot longer then the good time
Mental vent how’s everyone’s night ?
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Well…plan it carefully when you feel ok. I’m doing it. Better don’t fail depending on how you decide to leave or whom will find you half alive.
Night is good. Good weather. Beautiful moon. My mind is quiet tonight so good. Good good.
Is there moon there too?
I hope you plan things carefully so nothing goes wrong. But I also hope you realize that it takes a lot of courage not to do it and to keep living.
Meh. I’m empty. Better than soul-crushing sadness, I guess. thanks for asking.