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by Rotted_Flesh

Had another one of those bizarre dreams; that kind where you imagine someone is laying down right next to you. It was my ex lover, that person I had so much to say to before our relationship crumbled but never did and will never get the chance to do so. Maybe that’s why I dream about her so much, I think we both felt there was something left we could’ve held onto. So now here I am dreaming about the good times we had.. holding her, kissing he passionately, so many memories of our souls connecting as one.. also it’s funny, how much I hate to relive memories like that but I lay in bed for as long as I can to try and prolong my dreams just to feel some sort of stimulation in my life, because often they occur near the end of the REM cycle and I’m usually drifting in and out sleep. How pathetic I am that I still masturbate to the dead memories I have of her. I am such a fucking loser.  Well, just another night in my fucked up life I suppose….

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ZeldaSky 3/17/2016 - 12:36 am

I still think about my ex too. Even though we had differences we could never reconcile. I just never felt as alive as I did with him. An email from him sits there, unanswered. Sometimes I think of getting back in touch, but think it might only lead to more heartbreak.

Hazy Day Sunflower 3/17/2016 - 12:38 am

You’re not a loser. I dreamed of someone I’ll never have last night. The heart wants what it wants.

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