So, Friday I had a very embarrassing panic attack at the hospital. I fainted and was taked to the ER. I was discharged same day.
I couldn’t handle the pain anymore, so yesterday I took a bunch of my sleeping tablets and antidepressants. I woke up in hospital today. I’m on a hospital bed even now as I’m writing this, await a consultation with a psychiatrist.
I’m fucked. Why didn’t I just die?
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Yeah I dreaded when I opened my eyes in hospital today aswell
I almost screamed and say why the fuck am I still here?
Ylem… I really hope you are okay.
I’ll be fine. Thanks. Another failed attempt. This sucks.
Ylem, perhaps you’re meant to live
Maybe…. For my family. They are the only reason I wake up every morning and go through this shit called life. Only for them.
you have been here for me before..I am here again for you
Thank you sportsnut. You are always here when I cry out for help.
how are you now?
I lived for my family and didn’t do anything.
And turns out they don’t really give if I go or not.
Lol ha ha.
Not worth it.