I made a poem? I guess it is… maybe, anyways, I tried using usernames, it sort of makes sense, anyways, here it is.
Don’t call me cordless,
Got a rope around my neck,
Strung up between totrees,
Looking sad like a whiskered-fish,
Rocketman blast off into,
An alternate reality of sorts,
Deadman living in a simulation,
Some kind of mindless gamer,
Seeking a performance death,
GT suicide is bliss.
A mysterious visitor alone,
Like a phantom citizens drowning,
Under hazy day sunflowers
Desperately needing money-
Penny is all I found.
Under the dark willow,
Lonely roses will grow,
They’re all dead inside-
59,
Or 3 of 6
In remembrance of Twix-
This rainbow has had,
A passion for always, bah!
Swept up in a disgusting –
Dark tide…
I’m just not interested in life,
So I attempted suicide.
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That’s clever! Nice job.
That’s awesome
brilliant!
Hey how are you doing BTW?
Thanks everyone. It’s kind of corny but, just trying to be distracted. Not doing any better or any worse hds, just sitting idle.
was awesome
I love your avatar just had to say that. XD
You sir are a genius *bows down* :3 *hands you another cookie*
Thanks dude, the fandom is much appreciated.
That is amazing really creative :3 *hands you a cookie*
Haha, loved it. How ya been, Alan?
Still on the edge
youtube.com/watch?v=-sFK0-lcjGU
I’m sorry, man. Has your plan been going okay?
HDS- the absolute fuck is that? Lol
Whiskers- I haven’t done a fucking thing to progress towards anything
That was “The Art Of Noise” Close to the Edit. LOL. YW.
I feel so special. You mentioned the mindless gamer. Heh heh. Nice poem btw.
Oh, btw the writer of that poem prefers to remain Alan Ominous. 😉
Hey…. I see what you did there!
This is great!
hey I’m lurking …u fix in to say naked soon ?
Sporty nuts, I’m going to have to ask you to take a field sobriety test
lol…I don’t even imbibe
It’s about 40 degrees right now, which is slightly too chilly to be naked.
At least for me it is.
Your mileage may vary.
😮
Right this weather f’n sucks
I have to admit I’ve never taken a sobriety test ever in my entire life.
Which is good, because I sometimes forget to bring a #2 pencil.
@sportsnut: You never ever drink at all? Ever?
@alan: Looks like your home-knuckle has some snow or sleet or ice going on up there right now. And I guess if you’re in Indy you’re getting rained on.
I’m a walking sobriety test lately. Its fucking depressing.
if someone brings it over or something..wouldn’t buy it tho
I took 1, I was 17, I blew 0.118, a good 18 hours after drinking. Apparently I may or may not have tried to stab someone…
Cordless, word is it’s snowing. I’m actually over by Chicago, it’s 45, rain and wind
@hazy: Remember I offered to take that Kahlua off your hands last week…
@sportsnut: It’s rare for me to drink alcohol but I love frozen fruity things. Or ice cream blended with Kahlua. I think the last new thing I tried was Limoncello mixed with 7-up.
@alan: You don’t remember if you tried to stab someone?
I have never had alcahol before
@cordless: I’m saving it for an adult sunday. More booze than icecream.
@darkwillow: In all honesty, you’re not missing much. In my opinion, it tastes like kerosene, and things are better without it. Buuuuut, still sometimes it’s nice to have that warm glow, I guess. I can take it or leave it.
@hazy: Suddenly I am craving a pint of dark chocolate ice cream. It’s been a loooong time since I have had any.
Cordless, me and my friend smashed 2 fifths of 80 proof vodka, so the events are mostly a fog.
@alan: (**choke**) Yes… yes, I can see how two 5ths of 80 proof vodka might do that. 😮
Aaaand, I just noticed you said you were SEVENTEEN at the time.
I wish I could’ve gotten all my stabbings out of the way in my teenage years.
Now I’m middle aged with dreams of being an axe-murderer.
I like the poem. Thanks for mentioning me.
I think its very creative!!
good work!
Glad you enjoyed it. How’s thing’s?
This is so awesome! Love your creativity! This is so cool 🙂
Hey Alan, did you get the camper set up yet or is that still in the works?
HDS I haven’t done shit. Feels like I’m just waiting to die. I need to start taking steps but everytime I start I fall back into my hole
Well take my hand and start walking forward Alan. Baby steps.
I’ve started walking forward in my life. I start piano lessons tomorrow night. I plan on learning Chopin by Christmas.
<<<<—– I even did this awesome avatar after debating it in my head since October.
Dude that’s awesome. I found free ukulele lessons nearby for toddler think of enrolling my son.
It’s complicated to move on. I. Need to sell my motorcycle to have money to file and the down payment, I need to trade my car for a reasonable family car to leave my wife with, then I need to trade her car on something cheaper I actually want to drive, I’m thinking jeep.
Alan, why doesn’t your wife have a job?
She wanted to be a stay at home mom. Which I’m OK with.
Well she needs to wake up and come back to reality. I was a SAHM for 4 years but when I needed to go back to work, well that is what I did.
She’s going to have to start fending for herself. She needs to make a life for herself. If you are moving on, she needs to find the courage to do so as well.
Or, and this is just a thought, maybe I could send my husband to live with her if she wants to be a divorced SAHM. They’d make a good pair.
BTW she does know that a divorced SAHM is actually not a good thing, it isn’t like she is going to be rolling in the child support money, plus what kind of roll mod…
I need to shut up now. Sorry Alan, I was getting a little too mouthy about your personal situation. I just get so damn frustrated at people sometimes.
Yeah, she’ll land on her feet I’m sure. We’ve had a few open talks. So, it’s just a slow painful process.
I mean, I could be vengeful, just disappear. But leaving her high and dry, no wheels, no nothing, really just punishes my kids. So, I just gotta press on.
@alan: yeah that is smart. I’m taking the high road for my kids sake. Some days it is okay, some not OK. However I’m finding more OK than not OK days this week (so far). I’m feeling optimistic again. I was thinking about you the other day, I was a camper and was thinking…i’m betting alan would think that is awesome.
B E A U tiful!
you are beaubritiful
don’t you mean, beaubriful? 🙂
Haha i love this its so clever 😀
Wow I was pretty sure you weren’t going to use my name and 🙂 you surprised me.
Genius
Thanks
How did I miss this before?
Anyway, this is really cool.