Yes, the actual Earth is beautiful, blah, blah, blah… That’s like telling a maid she should be thrilled busting her back, because she gets to work in somebody else’s big mansion, everyday.
Anybody else want to kill themselves, not just because they’re depressed, but because they think the whole process of human life is shitty? The whole process of being a human, everyday, is just unbearably dull?
I’ve been depressed, before. This time, it’s different. This time, I’m just sick of this crap. It goes far beyond a feeling of simple boredom, just as depression goes far beyond a feeling of being simply sad.
I’m speaking of the mind-numbing redundancy of being a work-a-day asshole human.
Being a human is so fucking lame, (spare the lucky few who actually get to do what they want.) For the rest of us… or maybe just me… being a human is a movie I just want to get up and walk out on, already.
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I don’t know. I do want to leave this world but I think there’s some beauty in it somehow if we choose to ignore the shitty side. Nonetheless, just want to tell you that you’re really worthy. Even though your movie may suck, you’re awesome.
You mean how we spend a huge portion of our life cooped up inside, working unfulfilling jobs to make the people above us wealthy? You mean how society is shallow and fake and uncaring, to the point that people who feel suicidal are officially second-class citizens and need to be “corrected”? That sort of thing? Yes, I know that everything I just said has been said a million times before, but people have also said a million times that water is wet – because it is.
I know there is a way to reach a state where one is connected to the True Reality, to the original nature of the universe, so that society doesn’t have as much affect on a person. However, that is not something you do by simply taking a pill or waking up and deciding to be “positive”.
*of an effect
Oh, I just got the movie reference! You’re talking about the analogy of sitting through a really bad movie in hopes that the ending will be good and make it all worth it.