Good morning all, feeling alot better today, but as you all know, that’s subject to change. Even though I’m new here I have noticed alot of love and caring, and have received it from the people on this site and I just have to say thank you, like I’ve shared with a couple of people, it helps me to vent and let all of this poison out instead of letting it build up to a boiling point like I used to when I was younger. But then to receive kind words from complete strangers who are non-judgemental and have their own problems, yet they take the time to lift up the brother’s and sister’s who have stumbled and fell here on this site, Powerful !!!! I can’t speak for everyone, but I noticed in my own life, You find out who really loves you and cares about you when you do fall, the sad part is that I’ve fallen so much over the years I don’t really have anybody in my personal life that I can count on anymore to pick me up, I wish I would’ve come across this site alot sooner, because I’ve been helped up by a few people on this site that I don’t even know, and I commented to one of them earlier and completely screwed up their names so I’m not gonna do that again lol, but if you happen to run across the reply that I sent that person you’ll know exactly who they are, So to them and everybody else that care enough to pick up someone up who has stumbled I’d like to say. Thank You.
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I know how it is having nobody in real life who understands this sort of thing. None of my friends or family know how bad my depression can get, and none of them have any clue about the suicide ideas. I would never tell them; they freaked out enough when I went through a teenage suicidal stretch 30 years ago. They think I’m over it now, and I’m ok with letting them think that.
95% of the time, this site is a great help because, as you said, it’s a good place to vent and release that pressure valve before something explodes.
I’m with you there, unfortunately alot of the people that I could count on when things got shitty are all dead now, who knows, maybe they’re looking down on me, or said screw him we’re enjoying paradise lmao, anyways a part of that post was for you, after all, you was one of the very first people to reach out to me and I really do appreciate that, Thank you
Goodmorning to you as well! You are so right on your post. I’ve been fighting with anxiety for a few years. But lately it got so worse that I can’t control it anymore. I almost made my last decision in life when I found sp and these wonderful people here. I read their stories and shared mine. Nobody judged me. Nobody made me feel bad about myself. I visit sp every day now even though I am on different time zone. I hope you have beautiful and blessed day.
Thank you I hope you have a great day as well
I’m glad you’re feeling good, at least momentarily. And I know the feeling of people in real life not understanding, or even caring sometimes. I hope your better mood stays 🙂
Thank you for your reply, and to me the people who reply are my real world, and the kind words that I get, and that I’m able to give are therapeutic to me, and at the end of the day, that’s all I need for now