I am wrong all the time and im stupid and crazy I want to die I cant take it no more . I am ridiculed for not having money but I havr no help..I have been in this motherfucking town for almost one month . my job as I see it get to the office and make money every body eles can go fuck them slefs. I dont need to put a cup of coffe for my father in law or be apart of this family I dont want to play scategory or Monopoly…. And fucking play house I was told I was gonna make money have not seen it yet not just me no one has made money . my husband has one job drop me off to the office the latest 11:30 am . noooooooo he sleeps in till one or two in tha afternoon so I get fucked why am not at the office and if I was drop of it was by my father in law or cousin who is a lucky brother they only do drugs or drink or play golf ..
This the first time in 21 years of my life I seen do something……I didnot mary a lucky brother beucase of this but some how I got one no drugs tho not athletic but dose gamble and drink with the temper to match no lucky brother boold whats so ever……but guess what mother fucker Im half boolded lucky brother and the woman are just as fucking crazy as the men ..so I woke my husband up screaming beacuse its 12:00 and im still home and I am not allowed to drive * know how to * but anything they will do to handicap me they will do …..my husband wakes up 20 min after I go fucking off and is mad at me because” why dint I go with his mother ?”
When tell him its his job too take me he tells me I have no right to be mad and I am not doing my dutys as hos wife for his family and i am wrong and thats it and were i want to be is wrong how am i all ways wrong ……I want die I really want to pleaae some tjong some one kill me please . I CANT STOP CRYING THATS ALL I DO IS CRY NOW