Im in angry state right now with all little things in my life that has happend. In first place I angry for me for not solving my social anxiety. In second place im a feel myself as failutre for not accomplishing much in life an in failing in many times in different areas of life. I angry at people because i think they take advantage of me or are not reliable. I SEE A LOT OF POSTS HERE WITH THESE COMPLAINTS. But at the same time i feel its all my fault for not going for it.Being a lazy ass and not trying. LIFE HAS NOT BEEN BAD FOR ME AT ALL IF I THINK ABOUT ALL SUFFERING IN THE WORLD.
But i still want to end because i just cant go on knowing that im paralysed because i was always in that state of mind of not knowing what to do next. Last year i was not having such a intense feeling of dying. I just want to change it.
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You might be a bit hard on yourself.
“In first place I angry for me for not solving my social anxiety.”
There’s no magic answer for solving social anxiety. I’ve been in therapy for many years trying to solve it. It can take a lot of time to work through.
“In second place im a feel myself as failutre for not accomplishing much in life an in failing in many times in different areas of life.”
Sometimes we need to change our plans or adjust course. There’s nothing wrong with that. Sometimes we don’t have the knowledge or we just can’t do it. It’s not uncommon for people to change plans many times in life.
Perhaps there are people who can help you. Maybe working with someone can help you with the social anxiety and other struggles.
Don’t give up on yourself. I’m sure there are many accomplishments you can make in life. Some you already have… and others may come in time.