What happened to suicide?
What happened to everyone?
It’s like I’m in Jr. High.
Where did the heart go?
This place isn’t home.
My family gone.
I’m tired of watching as everyone focuses on juvenile topics.
When there are people like me, and others that need more attention than others.
Yet everyone doesn’t care.
They say they do.
If they really did, then I don’t see it I haven’t for several weeks.
See, people like me are left in the shadows as everyone parties.
When that one heart felt, blunt comments could save one of us from falling off the edge.
You say you miss someone when they trun up missing, but do you really?
If they come back you hardly notice.
I’m ashamed to be here.
And I don’t want to be a mother.
I stopped focusing on everyone here.
Because I’m suicidal.
And it’s not a joke.
Yet not a lot of people get the picture.
Then I realized as watching that the people who need someone to talk to the most get little to no attention. While the people who party get all of the attention.
If you want to party every day, take it somewhere else.
I don’t care if you’re bringing positivity in here, but do it in moderation.
And now I’m done
SP used to give me a reason to live. But that’s no longer the case.
See I’m suicidal and I can’t fill anyones cup because mine is empty.
You don’t get it and probably never will.
We’re talking about life and death.
Some of us are completely serious.
So get off of your bum and reach out to someone.
Some of us can’t change a lot of what we struggle with. Weather it be suicide, depression, or life events.
See, you could have saved me.
And maybe others.
Stop stealing the spot light.
I’m tired of feeling like I have to post several times a day just to get someone to talk to me. And lately when someone does reply it’s pathetic.
I’m sure other people have felt the same way.
Everyone deserves to be recognized equally here.
Not this bull shit where most of the members lurk, and get left out of the picture.
I’m fucking done.