“You should try and see that things are not that bad”. How many of us have been told they should try to be satisfied of their life? I don’t know how many time people reproach me that I was not happy. After all, I graduated from highschool, I went in to university I wanted to, I even managed to have friends. .. Maybe they are sick of seing me so pale, so stressed out, so weak I can understand they don’t want to take the risk of being unhappy themselves. But sometimes I’m so mentally tired of dealing with my pseudo normal life and normal personnality that I become completely insane, like having random and uncontrolled thoughts, hurting myself or having the feeling that everything is unreal. So I don’t know if I should go on with it, faking, working hard and being always so stressed that I can’t really eat and my body hurts everywhere or tell every body to go and fuck themselves, giving up and failing my studies.
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I agree; it’s a miserable thing to be scolded for being depressed.
Nobody gets to tell me “things aren’t that bad” unless they have lived a day in my shoes.
If you feel your studies are hurting you and you have the possibility to drop them without further problems maybe you should do it. If there’s people that will support you no matter what you do then do it.
But if not… then I guess we’re in the same situation.