Yes. I’m okay.
I can finally breathe. Exams are over. 2 rotations down, 4 more to go.
I feel… Alive.
No cutting needed. Haven’t made a cut in over 2 months.
Suicide thoughts… What is that again?
I’m moving on. I’m moving forward. Ylem is getting her life back on track and I couldn’t be happier.
I’ll make a proper update when I’m not as busy. Just wanted to pop in, say hi and see how all of you have been doing.
Keep smiling peeps.
Ylem is out!!
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Im glad that you are doing better. Keep up the good work.
thanks for the positive update. Its nice to hear uplifting stories.
Thank you Phantom. Its hard to believe that this is me looking at life in a different light. I’m ready to give life a chance.
Ylem31, glad you quit cutting, good for you, things will keep improving as long as you keep trying and think positive. 🙂
Rocketman….I have not really quit. Sometimes I have the urge but I have found a way to cope with it and not touch a blade. I threw away all my blades the other day. Yesterday I found myself collecting again. I’m throwing them away tonight.
Ylem31, good throw them away! you have quit be proud of yourself you won a battle!!!! now you can win more! confidence grows with victories.
*hugs*
Love you twin. :*
Love you too my twin. I’m glad I had you holding my hand through all my hardships.
Good to hear it. How are the lions?
The lions are doing great. I was petting this one the other day. It was pissed I hadnt been giving it attention since all my attention was on my books. It scratched me. I apologized with a steak now she’s in love with me again.
Even my therapist is amazed at how much I have changed my way of thinking. Things are looking up. A load has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel lighter. Nothing brings me down these days. I’m glad I’m finding my own two feet again and I can finally say I feel alive.