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Tired of being tired. Need encouragement.

by tryingtohope

Hello SP: I am having a really difficult day and need help/encouragement. My body hurts so much today. Just can hardly move. I am so tired of being tired all the time. I’m tired of not getting restful sleep no matter how long i stay in bed. I am tired of not being able to type because my hands hurt so much (I am dictating this.)

I am so tired of it hurting to cook and clean and do laundry and even work in my garden.

I have so much to do this weekend and I am so overwhelmed and so tired.

I really need help tonight. Thank you for listening.

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4beyondhelp 5/20/2016 - 11:46 pm

I’m really sorry you’re in so much pain. Is there medication that you can get to help with the pain and inability to sleep?
I’m also sorry I don’t have anything helpful to say. I wish I could help. Please take time this weekend to do something that makes you happy, too, because you deserve it. Wishing you all the best.

tryingtohope 5/21/2016 - 12:25 am

Thanks Beyond. Your kind words mean a lot to me. Sometimes just being heard is all I need.

It’s not that I don’t sleep; it’s that I never feel rested in the morning. I don’t do well on meds so there isn’t much I can take.

But yes, I will try to take some time to enjoy my flowers. It’s raining so I don’t have to water. Maybe I will take some pictures. My hydrangea are absolutely gorgeous. Purplish, blue with white edges.

Hope your have a good weekend too.

Trix 5/21/2016 - 1:01 am

I’m so sorry you’re so tired and in so much pain. I’ve developed severe ME/CFS in the last few months so I can relate to the pain and exhaustion. I hope you’re able to take even a small break from everything you have to do this weekend. I know how physical symptoms, especially when they’re chronic and severe, can wear you down mentally at times, so I hope you’ll be able to let your body rest a bit despite everything that needs to be done. I hope you’re able to relax, even for a small while. I’m sorry you’re so overwhelmed and tired. If I could take some of the burden away I would.

tryingtohope 5/21/2016 - 1:13 am

Trix: thanks so much. It is nice to be understood. In some ways that does ease the burden a bit.

Yes, I’m worn out physically, emotionally and mentally.

My dad died 2 1/2 months ago and there is so much paperwork to handle. Plus I have all my own stuff to deal with and no one to help me. I haven’t been diagnosed with fibromyalgia or CFS but I wonder if I have them. Or do I just have old fashioned depression from stress and pain and grief. It doesn’t matter. I’m just tired and wish I could sleep forever in a garden of pansies and hydrangea.

Thanks again. Have a nice weekend.

Trix 5/21/2016 - 1:56 am

I’m very sorry to hear about your dad. And that you’re having to deal with so much alone. I wish there was more I could do. I hope your physical symptoms are caused by depression – at the very least it could mean they could leave alongside it someday. Either way, I hope something changes soon. Sometimes taking one moment at a time seems like the only possible thing to do. The garden sounds beautiful. I didn’t recognise your username but your last comment made me remember your post with the pansies. I came on SP that day and I was too ill to write, but I wanted to say thanks for the pictures – I kept coming back to look at them. 🙂 I hope you feel better soon.

into_the_sky 5/21/2016 - 1:35 am

Hope is a good thing. And good things never die. I hope things will get better wit yu. I hope time will heal yu. I hope it helps. I hope…

P.s. No need to respond since I knw abt your hand pain. Hab a nice weekend : )

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