mistakes and lies

whenever i get caught in a web of lies i always wonder why the hell didn’t i tell the truth, to begin with, what is wrong with me. It would have been so simple to just tell the truth, i don’t know why but i just can’t bring myself to these easy choices whenever I’m in these situations. It doesn’t matter how much i hate myself for doing this to myself I’ll just do again. I’ll just lie when i could so easily tell the truth