My dad cant seem to understand why i am, like i am.
How do i even begin to explain;
Why im so sensitive about things
Why i stay in bed the majority of the day
Why i cancel a lot of my plans.
We had a fall out because apparently his mum came down to see me before i go away to uni & i had a bad turn so had to cancel. He is still going to meet her with the rest of my family… So its not 100% pointless for her travels. He went out of his way to make me feel so guilty i am so close to just running away or slitting my wrists.
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Unfortunately sometimes families dont understand depression or anxiety.
I understand you seem to be alone in your own feelings.Maybe seeing a therapist locally or speak privately to a school counselor or nurse or depending on your insurance or low low cost and some or free im sure locally. Also there are support groups even anonymous support groups to join.maybe give other avenues a try before hurting yourself.Also maybe down the road when you have a way to find a job or go away for school or sports or activities program to stay busy and not have to be in the house .