Back again…
Well what else can I say really? I’m done. I’m done with this life, once again I’ve proved that I’m nothing but a burden to everybody. It might be better if I go now to be honest before my presence ends up causing even more problems for everybody.
I know that my mum will be the only person to genuinely feel upset about me but at least she won’t have to worry about me anymore in the long run. I think I’ve lived long enough, I’ve done plenty of things to last a lifetime so I don’t have too many regrets. Maybe the only big regret I have would be not being able to have a relationship but then again it’s a lucky save for the poor guy who would’ve been the ‘chosen one’ I suppose.
I guess all I’ve got to do now is get all my paperwork sorted, I’m going to wait until I’ve finished my summer job, that way my salary can pay for any damages, it’s the least I can do…
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Hi potato,
You say you’ve done plenty of good things and that is great! But describe yourself as a burden. How is that possible? Perhaps you can help me understand this?
Hi,
What I meant was that I’ve been lucky enough to do things some people wait their whole lives to do. Like going on holidays, hobbies and stuff. Though I can’t afford to any of that now and it’s all my fault. I’m just a drain on everything and everyone, that’s why I say that I’m a burden.
Don’t give up without sounding thing! I gave up I tried to end everything and when I gained consciousness to realise I was ok I had 100 questions chucked my way about what happened however you feel now you’d feel worse if you tried and it didn’t work I promise you . If you need anything I’m here genienly