I can’t do this I wrote my husband a letter letting him know why I wanted a bunny. We got into a huge fight and he pretty much told me if I wanted any more pets I would need to move out and leave. He said I needed to apologize to him for being a ***** and disrespecting his feeling. He said we’ve done it my way for to long now and it’s high time to do things his way. I tried apologizing to him but he wouldn’t take it. Now he won’t talk to me. I can’t leave because of money issues and I have no family I could stay with. I told him if he didn’t answer me I’m downing an entire bottle of pills, big surprise he didn’t talk to me. I’m doing it tonight I don’t care this is my prison and I have no way out. I’m done. I’m writing this so when the cops investigate or whatever they can find this so my family knows it’s not their fault. I have no escape and since he doesn’t care/believe that I’ll do it I might as well. My life sucks and I fail at everything. I hope I actually have the guts to go through with it this time.
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You shouldn’t off yourself just to prove him wrong. Also, it’s understandable that you feel trapped, but there’s almost always a way out. You may not see it today, but if you strive to live, opportunities will show themselves. O and maybe the best course of action would be for a divorce, this is clearly a toxic, putting it lightly, relationship.
His way is stupid, imo. It seems to revolve around only considering his cryptic, inexplicable hatred of animals, while ignoring your opposite feelings of revelry in cute cuddly creatures. Which is a position I can only call stupid, because it is.
That aside, I have a question. Where is your family, that you can’t call on them for any help or support? And is not having a pet really so important to your husband that he’d risk any potential for domestic peace, and your health/happiness, just to keep things pet-free? Why? Also, please don’t kill yourself – there’s always another option, it just takes some problem solving and thought to create it.
His way is stupid. Don’t do it because of him, he’s not worth it. If he loved you, it wouldn’t matter who’s way it is. Listen to a song for me that helps when I’m sad. Listen to Gingerbread Man by Melanie Martinez
? It helps just a little when you write down how you feel and listen to music. Please don’t end it yet.
You sound like a loving and caring person that has some hard decisions to make. You may both just need to calm down for things to get better. Or since you consider yourself trapped you may feel it’s time to leave. If your gut instinct is that things are really dangerous for you then please wait until things have cooled down and then get yourself to a shelter if you have no family. If you have family then go to them. It’s of course, a crappy situation but it can get better.
Why would you have to be the one to leave? From your other posts you said you were the one that was always working and making the money. If you are the one rhat was working and paying for everything, you should make him leave.
Snowy all this over a bunny! you know it’s easy just to say your right i really don’t need a bunny and just move on, this will give you time to rethink your situation, make plans, what ever but don’t put yourself in jeopardy over something so trivial.
I’m still here I don’t know if that’s good just yet. It’s not just about the bunny, the bunny is just the cherry on the cake. All of your kind words helped a lot and thank you for that. He’s agreed to talk to someone about our relationship and I guess I’m going to give him another second chance but I think this time I’m going to save up to leave when shit hits the fan again. Thank you all again so much.