Okay so… I am going to school, I am trying to work out soon and just take better care of myself… Now that I stopped drugs and smoking cigarettes (Switched over to electronic, one of those vape thingys), I feel a lot better about myself.
Well all these things that happened to me, and I don’t really feel comfortable talking to anyone about it. Even though I tell them about it, they wouldn’t believe me anyways, and think I am crazy.
So I heard Constantine wasn’t really Christian but actually a follower of Mithra, it was a secret “Mystery” religion back in the day. Even Christianity was a mystery religion when it first started.
Constantine started using the Chi-ro and sun symbols (Mithra was a solar deity), some people say Rosicrucianism is esoteric Christianity but I agree with the people that say it’s just another Luciferian brainwashing scam… I mean it’s connected so closely to freemasonry and uses the same halls that they do. You know that Freemasonry derived from the knights templars and their “findings” in the Solomon Temple.
They even say that Lucifer is their God, and Tubal Cain is one of their codes…. They say that Solomon is one of the earliest Masons and if you look at the family tree of Adam and Eve that I forgot who it was done by and where in the web I came across it (I know not exactly persuasive am I), you would see that the family line of Cain and all of them would have the masonic hand signs with each other O_O. (I know it’s confusing but if you actually looked at the family tree it would have something like that).
King James was a homosexual and his mother was Queen Mary (Bloody Mary), they weren’t exactly “good Christians,” and King James version is for sure a Masonic bible that was rewritten to suit their needs.
Okay so as a Christian I don’t even know what to believe anymore, like my grandfather had a prophecy that my father (The first born son), or his son (which is me his only son); that at least one of them should devote their lives for him. And my father didn’t cause he’s kinda rebellious (Like me), and even though he’s so charismatic, and smart… He’s life didn’t turn out that well. (He’s an athiest or was don’t know for sure as he’s in another country)
My mother was a virgin when she had me and they were so old so my mother wouldn’t get pregnant. She prayed for many nights until she got a dream that a light from the sky and said this is my gift to you, and it was a baby. When I was born she said it looked exactly like the baby from the dreams >_> <_<.
My father had dreams of shaking hands with the president and my grandmother had a dream about a giant cactus with needles and flowers O_O.
I heard this after I had an experience with bloods gangster friends about Illuminati when I was 15-16. Which was like 9-10 years ago. He actually showed me evidence of their existence, and a coin that was in a letter had on one side an inverted pentagram, and on the other side the baphomet. ( He was a rapper).
After I came back from Korea I had a weird magical run in with a satanist that wanted to curse me using the “Evil eye”, and another time where I actually talked to a person from a masonic family about Lucifer and all these occult stuffs.
Another time I had another run in with someone that just got out of jail, and he had all these occult tattoos and was talking about being interested in mystery religions. He also used the evil eye on me.
So yeah not exactly your normal guy… I sometimes do feel lonely, but in another way I think I should actually be thankful that I am not like some clueless people that’s still trying to drug myself day to day.