Hopeless & Tired , Too Close To The End.

Everyday I die inside a little bit more than yesterday.
Everyday I loose my sanity little more than yesterday.
I don’t know how close I am to losing my mind completely ?
I can’t concentrate on anything.
I am mentally ill.
Fighting alone with myself.
Everyday I loose.
But I am not defeated yet, I think.
But the way things are going, it seems like soon I’m gonna be defeated.