All I want to do is sleep. Sick of being awake all night, every night. It’s so late. And why do I need to write this pointless post?! Because I’m so sick and tired.
Why can’t my brain switch off for a while and sleep?!
i myself, find sleep to be refreshing, i love to sleep! that’s when i’m at peace! OK with that being said, you and i will one day have that to look forward too, but right now it’s about enjoying waking up, to playing the game! to make plans and achieve goals, to enjoy the taste of our favorite foods, watching a movie! making plans, to live the dream! ha ha! that’s supposed to be funny! 🙂 but really this is your only chance do that, death is very boring, and last forever! try to enjoy the thing’s you love, a hundred year’s on this planet is really short, do your best to find happiness, later there will be nothing and for a long long long time! this is your chance to feel something, good or bad.
Don’t you worry, I don’t plan to die so if it happens it’s not by my actions or on purpose. Tried before and failed but it put me off ever doing it again so I just get by whichever way I can. Some days are just more difficult than others and lack of sleep doesnt make it easier. It also doesn’t help that I don’t have anyone I really talk to and my friends are all over the country at uni so don’t see them very often either. I want so badly to make plans but I have severe anxiety too and a lot of the time I end up cancelling out of fear and panic attacks which I’ve managed to get better at managing so I’m working on it.
Has anyone ever told you that you’re one cool rocketman! You seem so enthusiastic and just a light in this place. What I wouldn’t give for a friend like you in this world. 🙂
Nosmoke34, recycling10000@gmail.com, i’m here! i’ve had the panic attacks! i’ve survived all the BS life can through at me! l’m always looking for a friend to talk too! i’m interested in being your friend, give me a jiggle, and lets shoot the shit! 🙂 one thing that makes my life worth living is to say hi to someone everyday.
Nosmoke34, recycling 10000@gmail.com, i’m here! I’ve had the panic attacks! I’ve survived all the BS life can through at me! l’m always looking for a friend to talk too! i’m interested in being your friend, give me a jiggle, and lets shoot the shit! ? one thing that makes my life worth living is to say hi to someone everyday.
Nosmoke34, recycling 10000 @ gmail . com, i’m here! I’ve had the panic attacks! I’ve survived all the BS life can through at me! l’m always looking for a friend to talk too! i’m interested in being your friend, give me a jiggle, and lets shoot the shit! ? one thing that makes my life worth living is to say hi to someone everyday. no spaces 🙂
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This is the exact opposite of what i’m feeling right now. I’m very sleepy but i wish i could stay awake
Want to trade places?! Would do anything for a decent nights sleep 🙁
I would do anything for a good reason to open my eyes in the morning
And a good reason to actually get up too!
But I would happily stay in bed all day if my parents would let me.
i myself, find sleep to be refreshing, i love to sleep! that’s when i’m at peace! OK with that being said, you and i will one day have that to look forward too, but right now it’s about enjoying waking up, to playing the game! to make plans and achieve goals, to enjoy the taste of our favorite foods, watching a movie! making plans, to live the dream! ha ha! that’s supposed to be funny! 🙂 but really this is your only chance do that, death is very boring, and last forever! try to enjoy the thing’s you love, a hundred year’s on this planet is really short, do your best to find happiness, later there will be nothing and for a long long long time! this is your chance to feel something, good or bad.
Don’t you worry, I don’t plan to die so if it happens it’s not by my actions or on purpose. Tried before and failed but it put me off ever doing it again so I just get by whichever way I can. Some days are just more difficult than others and lack of sleep doesnt make it easier. It also doesn’t help that I don’t have anyone I really talk to and my friends are all over the country at uni so don’t see them very often either. I want so badly to make plans but I have severe anxiety too and a lot of the time I end up cancelling out of fear and panic attacks which I’ve managed to get better at managing so I’m working on it.
Has anyone ever told you that you’re one cool rocketman! You seem so enthusiastic and just a light in this place. What I wouldn’t give for a friend like you in this world. 🙂
Nosmoke34, recycling10000@gmail.com, i’m here! i’ve had the panic attacks! i’ve survived all the BS life can through at me! l’m always looking for a friend to talk too! i’m interested in being your friend, give me a jiggle, and lets shoot the shit! 🙂 one thing that makes my life worth living is to say hi to someone everyday.
Nosmoke34, recycling 10000@gmail.com, i’m here! I’ve had the panic attacks! I’ve survived all the BS life can through at me! l’m always looking for a friend to talk too! i’m interested in being your friend, give me a jiggle, and lets shoot the shit! ? one thing that makes my life worth living is to say hi to someone everyday.
Nosmoke34, recycling 10000 @ gmail . com, i’m here! I’ve had the panic attacks! I’ve survived all the BS life can through at me! l’m always looking for a friend to talk too! i’m interested in being your friend, give me a jiggle, and lets shoot the shit! ? one thing that makes my life worth living is to say hi to someone everyday. no spaces 🙂
Dropped you a line or 2 – think I got the email right 🙂