im 21 years old and I don’t know what I feel anymore. When I was 12 I used to cut myself I was going through a tough time at home but I managed to sort out my head. Lately the past few months me and my boyfriend of two years haven’t been seeing eye to eye and me and my dad are constantly arguing. My job pays nothing and my family are always on my back to find something else but they don’t know how hard it is! I have five brothers and sisters so you can imagine the pressure of growing up and having to be as perfect. I can’t talk to anyone and all I keep thinking about is ending it all just ending my life and I keep telling myself it would be easier for everyone if I did it. I have read a few books on people who have done it and the reproccussions it has on family members an friends but I honestly don’t think mine would care. I just need someone to talk to I just need a friend to understand.
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If you ever need someone to talk to: here’s my email mmeganyum@gmail.com
I understand completely how you feel pressured by your family and how difficult it can be to keep going when you see a bleak future. I to am in a similar situation (I am 20) and I’ve been playing on killing myself for a little while now as I just can’t take it anymore, I really wish I knew what to say but it seems even I myself have given up.
I’m glad I am not alone. I have so many thoughts in my head that they are slowly killing me. I feel like if I talk to someone they’ll tell me I’m mad or I’m only 21 I’ve got the rest of my life. But the way I’m feeling now, the sadness and hurt, the betrayal of family and friends, it is killing me. I hope that you too find your answers and become at peace with your life, whether you find that peace in life or death. You always have a friend in me.
Hiii frnd, u can take me as ur frnd… u can leave me a message wen u wanna talk to me