im 21 years old and I don’t know what I feel anymore. When I was 12 I used to cut myself I was going through a tough time at home but I managed to sort out my head. Lately the past few months me and my boyfriend of two years haven’t been seeing eye to eye and me and my dad are constantly arguing. My job pays nothing and my family are always on my back to find something else but they don’t know how hard it is! I have five brothers and sisters so you can imagine the pressure of growing up and having to be as perfect. I can’t talk to anyone and all I keep thinking about is ending it all just ending my life and I keep telling myself it would be easier for everyone if I did it. I have read a few books on people who have done it and the reproccussions it has on family members an friends but I honestly don’t think mine would care. I just need someone to talk to I just need a friend to understand.