Been awhile since last posted. I’ve lost interest in everything even the things 1 used 2 enjoy like movies/series, pc gaming,girls, walking in nature even stopped listening to music and used to listen to that daily,cba with friends n family. No-thing holds my interest,all i think about now is doing a next mega trip on mushrooms or death itself, am ready to take that trip soon…..anyone else this way?
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Fuck yeah .. I’d love to go tripping .. Problem is I would start loving life again and I would spend all my money on acid and then I would straighten up and end up back here again .. And yeah I couldn’t organise a shower without debating it with myself .. The days are sure long ..
I tried the Mushroom thing one time in life and it didn’t do that much for me.
Yes, I have hard time being able to enjoy a lot of things I used to enjoy
What I enjoy now the most is Exercising, Art, music, drinking beer or wine.
I am trying to find a job right now and hope that when I do it will keep me occupied so I dont sit around thinking about all the shit from my past. Keeping busy with work can be good for the soul and then when the money comes in > its nice to be able to spend it
WoW Riff Raff ..First hi mate .. And just reading your post wore me out .. The thought of doing even one of those things makes me feel sick . I don’t mind a drink but even that ? no.. I have a few bongs a day now and it helps to stop thinking about death ..
By some miracle, if some of us last another 10 to 20 years, their may be some real relief through microdosing with Ketamine, LSD, MDMA, etc.
The first time I dropped acid I thought the weird lights, colors, thoughts were the best thing. The second time I realized the inner peace it gave me the next day was a true blessing.
Now, 35 years later, I’m so happy to read that effect was a Real Thing!