so I joined this site relatively recently. Like in the last week. I don’t really have the drive to actually kill myself right now although I did when I joined, but for some reason, just coming on here and obsessing about my own death for a little while makes me feel so much better. Maybe it’s just because it feels a little taboo. Is it like that for anyone else?
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Yes it is dude. I don;t even feel suicidal anymore. If anything, I know for a fact that I would rather be dead, but I don’t mind dealing with the bullshit. If the bullshit comes my way I’ll just head to this site head to the outskirts of this universe and read what darkness. empty pluto and on the rare ocasion that he does decide to post SeeSmith have to say and the amount of depth and beauty in their words tends to give me a breath of lif back.
On a completely unrelated note, what brought you on here?
Suicide loves company. Don’t spread this around or everyone will want to come here and die. Or not.
Sorry for the late response, I don’t really check in here much. I’m not sure why I’m here. I think I probably heard about pro suicide sites in some documentary and this was the closest thing I found. I think maybe I wanted to feel worse enough to finally end my. You sort of get tired of not having the motivation to kill your self, you know? You just want to end it. Even that.
Sometimes it’s just good and needed to talk things out …. purge it. That’s what this is really good for… and you get support and understanding you might be lacking in your everyday world and environment, family and friends. It may not save everyone but seems to help many people cope.