There is no hope in getting her back. It is all over as she has moved to a new place with the children and has a new number as well.
My world has crashed and I am not strong enough to continue to fight both that and my NPH symptoms.
Hopefully I have the strength and do not talk myself out of going out on my terms to not have to deal with the pain anymore.
Pain is consuming me and depression is destroying me. The reasons for me not wanting to end it are gone.
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You may not listen to this but I know it to be true… It is not worth killing yourself over some unrequited love. If you hold on you can fall in love again and be happier than you’ve ever been. But an attempted suicide my ruin your health and leave you in indescribable suffering for the rest of your days.
Well it was not unrequited love. We were married for 14 years and together for 15. She was my world and my life.