My eyes are hard and dull like the dead.
I hate looking at my reflection.
My father was ready to wip me today because I was taking to long to get out of bed and my family was going to church.
I see no reason, my life is sin no way around it . I’m going to die go to hell and I am going to die alone .
I should make every one call me Silvia 2.0. Beacuse I’m end up like her fat and alone forever no kids no nothing .
I really just want to die .i should cut my leg up no one is going to see it .
The weather been like 70 degrees in Chicago in February. Wich is unheard of I thought I wouldn’t be cold if I try to go die in the forest persevered.
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So you also expect to end up in hell? I also expect to end up there. If you want we can talk by email. my email addres is: stefan at deds.nl
I respect ya belief’s Stefan, but you cant spend all of your time thinking of going to hell.. How likely is it that some satantic force is gonna torture you throughout eternity for being an imperfect human??I I see by your posts you’ve had some very hard times and experiences, ya parents should have been locked up to be honest, locking anyone in a cellar like that, but we’re all imperfect humans. If you go to hell then most of us will join you.
@woody …..I do have no idea what you mean by locked in a cellar …no one in my home has been
lock in cellar . Im not sure if you got the right person .
He was referring to Stefan