When you grow up being told you’re worthless all the time, that’s what you believe. That’s how you define yourself. When you think you’re worthless you lose sight of a future. And right now…I want to let go of everything.
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Or you define yourself by the struggle against that assessment, which is likely unfounded and unnecessarily cruel to begin with.
I’m not telling you how you should react, simply presenting an alternate possibility.
Intriguing lighting in that picture, by the way.
Believe it or not, public education tried to break me the same way.
It was around the 6th grade that I figured out how to filter there information. Retain what information was important to me and shit on the rest!!
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For what it’s worth I understand your pain. Maybe not how you got to that point but I have thought the same. Someone gave me more time since I posted my tears. Your picture doesn’t tell me your worthless. I wouldn’t define it as such either. It does tell me your hurt; and that probably doesn’t even explain the pain you feel. I would ask you to get rid of the poison that’s killing you but saying it is easier then even trying to. I’m not sure if I’m any help. However if it’s insecurities then you look beautiful even with the tears. I don’t know you but I know your value. Pain is a cloud and if you can see how exceptional you really are then you realize that only you can make yourself happy. People want to see you crash and burn because of there own insecurities not yours. They involve you in there problems because it makes them feel like they are worth more. You are stronger then you think. I don’t know if it’ll help but this song reminds me of the way you feel. It’s called roger rabbit by sleeping with sirens. I like listening to it when I feel useless. I hope you may change your thoughts on how you perceive your worth. Please don’t let everything go. Your letting go of more then you think.
When we feel fundamentally worthless can we ever stop feeling that way? Can we ever stop sabotaging ourselves and our relationships? Can we ever stop filtering the world through it?
I know exactly what you mean. My father is abusive towards me, he made me work alongside deranged druggies meanwhile telling me I’m an idiot and useless and stupid for ridiculous reasons. The truth of the matter is that these people who tell you that you’re trash are in fact trash themselves. No scum of the Earth who thinks I am trash for not becoming their slave will try and bully me into the submission of an idea that I am useless and lost. And neither should you.
Who was telling you your worthless?
Poor fellow’s parents is one likely answer. I doubt acquaintances or “friend”-types would.
You never know these days friends and boyfriends are like that but parents could also u never know.
If you really need somebody to speak to there must be some kind of function on this site for that, otherwise send me a message, I am willing to help any and all.
“Beautiful Melancholy” is what I see when I see your pic above.
I was told I was worthless all my life too.
you art a divine goddess there is nothing you cannot do <3<8
You look familiar?
You know what they say: “One man’s trash – another man’s treasure.”
You’re very pretty, and certainly not worthless.