What’s been up in my life!

I been going through a lot of things and i think i’m going a lil crazy! But today my step dad sat me down and said that he was so so sorry that he hurt me and ruined me….tbh i was stunned i didn’t no what to do but cry…idk why but i did, and he hugged me after i said sorry for crying(bc i hate crying in front ppl) and he said awee sweetie you did noting wrong, then he looked me in the eyes and said i regret so much and i’m truly sorry for hurting you the way i did when i was angry……and for that short moment i felt like he was MY dad like he was there for me as a dad…but idk what to do tbh i’m so lost..i’m stuck more like it!
Me and my mum though we’re closer than we’ve been in a really love time, she’s been buying me these herbs to help my depression and anxiety but it doesn’t get rid of it but its helped a little!
My grandmas still say i need to lose more weight haha but it hurts but then i halt to remember they don’t no any better! Oh also i been on a different life style in the eating area…i’m not starving myself anymore i;m doing the keto diet life style and i lost 10 to 15 the first 4 weeks and i keep on losing weight and i’m doing yoga and working out and i feel better health wise!
I been practicing makeup and other things of the category and i’m getting better slowly..feel good about that! I completely failed this whole year of school and i’ll be in the same grade next year….Suck monkey balls but it’s life..sucks but i gotta suck it up bc my mumma didn’t raise no ***** lol, This summer my mum is taking her mum, my brother, sister, and her nefue my cousin to Utah to the dinosaur place! I chose to go back to Ohio with my G Grandma and were gonna stay with my uncle for good few weeks or more and idk what my step dads doing but i’m actually doing something i can look forward to!
My parents final got me a phone that has calling and texting..it might be a flip phone but its something! Im so confused and lost in all this but fuck it imma go with it till its shit…but never no might not leed that way…either way imma take that risk!
This weekend also, my mums mum my grandmas b-day is this weekend and i seems that she said were going to go see the new beauty and the beast with is one of my FUCKING FAVORITE fairy tale stories <3 then i don't really know if this is the real name but the gem and rock show…its the shit tbh…but i got a hard core nerd side haha! Welp i have more but idk think this is long enough!