Does anyone else have the feeling like their body is giving up? It’s almost like now i have the date and everything ready, that my brain has said, okay that’s you done, let’s relax now.
I imagine that i feel similar to a person who is dying, a feeling of acceptance and relaxation. Except im not in physical pain and death is my choice. Anyone know what I’m trying to say?
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It’s like all your worries drift away when you know your going to die. I personally can’t wait to finally be free of existence and die. I’ve pretty much given up completely.
That’s how I feel as I lay on my couch watching telly…almost like I’m going to sleep and everything is fine. Of course it’s not and I have another week to go on feeling sad. Tomorrow this feeling will be gone when I have to get up and face the world. 7 sleeps till I go.
Some years ago I had a foolproof m3+h0d and a date set 11 days out. Those where the sweetest days of my life. A few rookie mistakes ruined everything on the appointed day, but yes, it was as though my whole being believed the suffering was over.
can i ask Hippo, whats your method of choice?
🙁 I really really pray your still here
if u are
please let us know how you’r doing… okay