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I Am Done

by kellinandrew

I’m done trying to be an A student. I’m doing trying to be the perfect daughter. The amazing girlfriend. I’m done trying to be happy. I used to think that there was always something better but why look towards the future when you have to live in the present and your past always haunts. I’m tired of being terrified of my own father. I’m tired of putting on a fake smile everywhere I go. I’m not trying to complain but honestly, I haven’t felt this suicidal for a really  long time. It feels like there is no hope left in the world. I don’t want to tell my girlfriend because she gets worried and I don’t want to worry her. I just want to breathe and be left alone.. For good.

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Bepis 4/30/2017 - 6:55 pm

It’s like we’re in the same situation. So ironic yet so sad…

kellinandrew 5/2/2017 - 8:55 pm

Well If you ever need anyone to talk to. I can be here

bbgdz 5/2/2017 - 10:35 am

I feel sorry that you have this pain. Please be strong and don’t surrender. Think more about yourself, take care of yourself. don’t keep your problems for yourself, we humans are not so strong to carry everything ourself we need help sometimes and there is not anything bad in it.

kellinandrew 5/2/2017 - 8:56 pm

I try but sometimes I feel like it isn’t worth it

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