I just can’t take it anymore… seeing all those “happy” people, couples, families with children. Everyone seems to be so happy and content with life but me. Why am I the odd-one-out? Why can’t I experience love as other people do? I just can’t stand it anymore, I just can’t stand being the miserable one. Why did I have to be the person with this one fate? It’s not fair….. it’s just not fair…..
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You’re not alone. I have a family, good job nice house blah blah blah. Still going to end it all. I guess what I’m trying to say is just coz people look happy, they may not be.
At least they have someone to hold… I have no one, and no one cares about me. I wished I could hold someone and being held one last time again.
Yep, it sucks. Every time I go to the refrigerator, I see all the pictures of family members & family friends we have tagged to it. All in relationships, successful careers. Most married. Many with kids. All of them look genuinely happy, at least in those moments.
Then there’s me. I can’t remember the last time I felt like that. I know I’m going to end up alone. I can feel it. I’m already in that mindset of the miserable old loner, though I’ve got a few more decades to complete that path. But it hurts so bad, not being able to see a way to change it.
At least with me I somewhat deserve that fate. I can’t say it’s not a fair payoff for a life ill spent. If you’ve been doing all that you can and still haven’t been able to find that in your life, then you genuinely have my sympathy. I hope there’s some way it can still work out for you.
I used to think that this life of loneliness is a lesson to be learned for my awful deeds which I might have done in past lives…. But still…. I really can’t take this anymore…
I don’t think loneliness is really a good way to teach anybody anything, except that people need other people.
Are you sure that the obstacles that prevent you from connecting with others are insurmountable? With me I can’t really see any way past them, but a small irrational part of me still hopes that it’ll somehow work out.
I know how you feel. I’m really quiet and that leads to a lack of friends, long periods of being single, and loneliness.
I envy couples too. And as each year passes, I continue to wonder if I’ll ever end up with anyone or stay alone forever.
If you ever feel lonely, you can talk to me. My email is devinbelver@gmail.com
In some ways there’s much love in my life. I have a family I love and friends I love; and many a stranger I love too. And I know I am loved by some in return But that special one. Seem like this universe just didn’t have that kind of love for me; a fate I MUST accept. Sometimes, however, I have a dream that chance would allow for it to happen. Sometimes a farfetched dream that I cannot afford to have.