I suck as a human being. I have no worth. You’re probably thinking why did she post 3 posts in a span of 10 minutes. Don’t ask, because I don’t know. Anyway, I think self harm is going to be my new best friend. It’ll help me get through the next few months 🙂 Hopefully, my mind will shut the fuck up soon enough so I can get SOME sleep. I have to do a final tomorrow, the first of 4 in the next week. Ahh, why do I exist? I HATE it. I NEVER asked to be born. On top of that, while doing the finals, I have to suffer unimaginable anxiety about what my dad thinks about me (he’s never happy for or proud of me) and how I’m gonna make it through a long weekend up there 2 weekends from now.
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do not give up, okay? i know how fucking hard it is. i’m rooting for you. talk to me.
Do not be so hard on yourself. For real. Don’t self harm. I’ve been there. It won’t really help. And you matter. You do have value. I say this and I too am convinced that I have no value but I’m trying to believe that I have value too. I’m rooting for both of us.
The question is, is it really worth.? I have a friend who actually believe in selfharm just like you. I see your pain but it will just give you mental satisfaction but what about the scars? I know you have done this in your past n i am no one to ask you otherwise but just think about it, harming yourself everyday isnt gonna solve any of your problems but only a changed life or a death can. I believe you have value in atleast someone’s eyes. I ask of you to spend your time in finding that one, distract yourself for a while. If it doesnt work out you still have your plan B right.
PS. I pray you do actually find the one. Hang on thing might actually get better.