I have a feeling that I’m going to be the invisible girl on this web-site for now on. My last post that has gotten the most posting, let me un-iron some kinks to guys might have. I do not hate strippers personally by all means if you entertain mostly men while being mostly naked is your thing, then do it. I was expressing why I wouldn’t be a good fit like trust me, if I was to go into a strip to fill-out an application. I would get denied. I never said or believe that women should go back into the kitchen, and finally the big one, I don’t care if a woman had a sex career to make on top. I know that strippers make a lot of money, but that doesn’t mean that I’m going to admire this type of work. This fallacy gets on my nerves. This is like saying that Donald Trump is rich, so why not like him, but clearly I can see that other people don’t like him. Now, let me switch it again. Hillary Clinton has a lot of money, but I don’t a bunch of guys worshiping her. Overall, I don’t like sex work, but you won’t see me trying to to put a ban on it. This is my opinion, and opinions are like buttholes, everyone has one. Did I mention that my goal was to never have sex with another human being again? I’m confident that I’ll complete this goal. I now know how to turn men off. Tell them that I hate sex, strip clubs, and Hooters. Genius!
Real topic, I was raised to be a Christian all my life. I tried to be good for God, and I use to write letters to him praising, and I would hide them outside. Sure, I had all these questions about Christianity, even stupid ones like why doesn’t God have a wife, other Gods had wives, but I told that no matter what God’s logic was I was suppose to love him. After leaving high school, I begin to have doubt in God. The life I wanted never came, and worse my mom would use to religion to control like God doesn’t want you to be rich. In other words, God gave a life that I basically didn’t agree with. It doesn’t matter, I’m suppose to love him, but screw it. I feel like he never built a relationship with him. I tried to get close to him, but he never there to support me like a shitty parent. Finally, I become agnostic. Atheist-ism never fit me because they don’t believe in an afterlife, and now there are so many things wrong with the Christianity system. The simple going to heaven or hell system is wrong because it enables bad people to go to heaven and good people to go to hell.
Shouldn’t people be good because they are good, and not because they believe that some sky daddy will let him to heaven? If good people do really exist. I could go on about the problems of Christianity, but then I might write a book, and other atheists have already did that. I did a quick google search on whether the afterlife exists, and scientists assume that it exist due to parallel dimensions, and even Stephen Hawkings is changing his atheist beliefs, but never really researched it enough.
I believe that the afterlife is more complex than this heaven and hell. We didn’t simply go to hell, instead the afterlife is made of multiple layers, where each person has a chance to go up, and there are loved ones to help them. When people died, they are greeted by loved ones when they wake up in a hospital-like setting. This sounds better. I tend to think that once a I die, I would be surrounded by my real friends. I would tell them that planet earth sucks and to never go there, then my friends would be like well that sucks, and then we go off to party.
I once prayed to ask what the afterlife would be like, when I commit suicide, and I received this peaceful loving vibe. I saw an image of this circle of light spinning, and four arms supporting me and bringing me to this circle. Yeah, I have too many paranormal experiences to booth to really be an atheist. So what, maybe I imagined them. Earthy religions don’t fill me. I feel like something in them are missing, but at the same time, there are some truths to them. I could attack other religions, but my post is too long as it is. What do you think that afterlife is like?