To list everything that’s wrong with this world would take up all the time that I have left.
I hate that I care what the fuck my dad thinks. He has NEVER understood me. He thinks he’s right about everything, and you CANNOT convince him otherwise. He has alienated all of his brothers and sisters and whenever he sees my sister, he starts a fight. And he makes her cry, EVERY time. And it’s HARD to make my sister cry. She is the strongest person I know. He’s a drunk and he scares my mom, sister, and I, even though he’s on the other side of the state. And I still do everything in fear of him. How fucked up is that? And then he plays the victim too. I don’t know what happened to him. He’s just crazy, honestly.
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jesus, honey. i’m sorry to hear about your shitty father. you don’t deserve such stress in your life. do you want to talk about it?
he just sucks the joy and peace and any other good adjective out of every situation.
i have a father like that. very emotionally abusive… physically sometimes, too. it’s the most horrible feeling. wish you didn’t have to go through it. how are you doing right now?
Yeah you definitely dont deserve this shit, neither does your mother and sister. Its so bad that a father himself can be a life ruiner to his own partner and children. I feel sorry for you and i think you should talk to somebody about this. Its worse to live in fear i have had similar experiences in my childhood and i hated it. What about your grandparents? Cant you speak to them??
I’m OKAY, but he always finds a way to weasel his way into my mind. I feel like there MUST be some reason why we are all SO scared of him. I wonder if we’re all suppressing our own memories of horrific things because they were so bad.
He’s told me sometimes on the phone “I’m glad I’m not down there so I don’t influence your (my sister and I) decisions in life”. HAHAHAHA. He still has total control over us
Some people are just sent on earth to control others, i feel that they are the ones from the evil side. I cannot get how a person not care about their own child n not only that but make their lives even more miserable by suppresing them to death. I always feel that life is a misery as most of the angelic ones are easily taken but the ones who dont deserve do live a long life. I believe in taking owns life but i wonder what if God could just eliminate all that is eliv in exsistance, won’t it just be so peacefull. Sorry if that offens you in any mean. Btw i read all your posts and i feel for you, you have a good heart, if you need to talk m here.
He said He’d eliminate evil once and for all some day. I just with that day was this one.
and thank you for your understanding, in terms of a parent not caring for their child and actually make their life a living hell.
Crazy? No. He’s just a shitty person.