even my parents, who send me to therapy, act like i’m not even suffering.
i should cut again. i’m just afraid of going too deep and freaking the fuck out like last time. but i can’t do this anymore. i don’t have access to enough alcohol to make this stop. but i have access to a very particular sharp razor.
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Sometimes parents distance themselves from these things because they feel guilty and don’t want to harm you any more than they fear they have. Idk if this is true in your situation, but it probably isn’t for a lack of caring. They may not know what to say or do.
i think they care. they just slowly forget about it because once something’s there, it becomes normal and then you don’t notice it anymore. i think that they also think i might be getting better, when i’m way worse than i have been in a long time. but you’re correct, i agree that parents will definitely do that.