Confession Time:
I want to die.
Mmmhmm…I’m just putting that out.
Apparently my family says that I need to ‘add more color to my life’
How am I supposed to fuckin do that, when all your friends don’t
Want to freakin hang out with you
Or that your friends and ‘busy’
And don’t want to come
For a day to the
Fuckin mall
For your
Birthday….
I just want to know what is wrong with me and my stupid pity life….
I’m starting to think that nobody wants me around
Anymore…..I just might wrap up all of my drawings and burn them because
Sure they might bring some inspiration to people
But to me…they gives me nightmares
Question Time:
Why do people hate me?
Why don’t people care?
What did I ever do to them to make them not like me??
Honestly I have more questions but they’re harder to put into words right now…
I think I might self destruct after posting thing and just
End my fuckin life….
So….
Goodbye.
(P.S. We all know I tried.)
2 comments
Most people will always be unable to step back and see how they treat others unintentionally, or unable to see the other person’s side of things. And some people are just completely inconsiderate, some are just dumb, it takes all kinds right…… *sigh* I don’t have answers to your questions, but I can give you ideas for them. It’s possible you are overthinking things, or maybe these friends just aren’t very friendly, might want to find some new ones if possible. People care about you, you may just not want to see it, or believe it, and you may just not care because it’s not the right person, I’m like that… Stay strong if you can.
One last thing, don’t rip up your drawings. You say they give you nightmares, but do you truly feel that way? If drawing is an out you can take to express yourself, please keep doing it. It sounds like you have a nice skill to draw, or just really enjoy it. Keep it up if you can, but I understand if it’s too painful.
Mehikka,
you know I love you
& you know I care
& you know it will hurt a lot if u disappear like that
🙁
<3