When I felt love for someone, I would only wish I hugged the person and give her so much love that she could feel it entering her body. I would tell her how precious and beautiful she is. So deep is my love…
I know you suffer much and have so many problems. Did the voice inside you still commands you to commit suicide? My humble advice is: don’t resist the voice. Love it instead. If you become loving, the urge to commit suicide starts to disappear.
I want to send you my best hugs. Know that you are loved by me. You are not invisible and your situation doesn’t go unnoticed. Love is everything.
I want to stay with you and hold your hand until you say: Yes, I want life. Yes, I want joy. Yes, I want everything…
okkkay 🙂
I’ve been meaning to reach out to the kind, gentle & soft spoken ms. bluerose for a long long time now 🙂
it’s just that every time i’m about to write you something happens & diverts my attention or i get distracted by something… & then I completely forget that i was in the middle of writing you 🙁
please forgive my overloaded memory
I have so many things going on these days & so many tasks
i sometimes forget my own plans or even simple daily needs…
I think you’re beautiful beautiful person
& it always melts my heart
how you write so little & yet your words just overwhelm me with their kindness & compassion
like a true blue rose
you are one of a kind 🙂 <3
I've read all your posts
& I really really want to be there for you & help
or at least listen to you whenever you need to talk
my email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1@gmail
please know that you're most most welcome to contact me whenever you wish
I'm here for you bluerose
& I promise you I will stay with you for as long as you need me to [& even beyond that]
many many many big big big long long long hugs <3 <3 <3
& lots of lots of lots of Love to you
xoxo
<3
Me too bud. I’m sorry we’re both here, as far as I know we did nothing to deserve the pain. Yet here we are. Not alone though. Things may be terrible. Actually I think they suck, but I’m noted for not being very objective when it comes to cynicism. It’s all bitterness, pain from the past, and pain in the now. My lesson learned today is that those cuts never fully heal, just turn to scars for others to reopen.
Anyway, thinks suck, but at least there is cold water…. that’s my 2 seconds of joy I have left. There is nothing in my heart but love for cold water, it’s fucking magic, opens up a sick stomach, calms panic attacks, and startles attackers long enough for a quick escape.
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I can give you a virtual hug
Thank you…*hugs* back
When I felt love for someone, I would only wish I hugged the person and give her so much love that she could feel it entering her body. I would tell her how precious and beautiful she is. So deep is my love…
I know you suffer much and have so many problems. Did the voice inside you still commands you to commit suicide? My humble advice is: don’t resist the voice. Love it instead. If you become loving, the urge to commit suicide starts to disappear.
I want to send you my best hugs. Know that you are loved by me. You are not invisible and your situation doesn’t go unnoticed. Love is everything.
I want to stay with you and hold your hand until you say: Yes, I want life. Yes, I want joy. Yes, I want everything…
Thank you for being here with me…<3
okkkay 🙂
I’ve been meaning to reach out to the kind, gentle & soft spoken ms. bluerose for a long long time now 🙂
it’s just that every time i’m about to write you something happens & diverts my attention or i get distracted by something… & then I completely forget that i was in the middle of writing you 🙁
please forgive my overloaded memory
I have so many things going on these days & so many tasks
i sometimes forget my own plans or even simple daily needs…
I think you’re beautiful beautiful person
& it always melts my heart
how you write so little & yet your words just overwhelm me with their kindness & compassion
like a true blue rose
you are one of a kind 🙂 <3
I've read all your posts
& I really really want to be there for you & help
or at least listen to you whenever you need to talk
my email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1@gmail
please know that you're most most welcome to contact me whenever you wish
I'm here for you bluerose
& I promise you I will stay with you for as long as you need me to [& even beyond that]
many many many big big big long long long hugs <3 <3 <3
& lots of lots of lots of Love to you
xoxo
<3
Thank you for your kind words. And for being here…means a lot to me <3
Me too bud. I’m sorry we’re both here, as far as I know we did nothing to deserve the pain. Yet here we are. Not alone though. Things may be terrible. Actually I think they suck, but I’m noted for not being very objective when it comes to cynicism. It’s all bitterness, pain from the past, and pain in the now. My lesson learned today is that those cuts never fully heal, just turn to scars for others to reopen.
Anyway, thinks suck, but at least there is cold water…. that’s my 2 seconds of joy I have left. There is nothing in my heart but love for cold water, it’s fucking magic, opens up a sick stomach, calms panic attacks, and startles attackers long enough for a quick escape.
This was very original, thank you…
And I’m sorry you’re in the same dark place as well…
*hugs*
It seems that every time you post I want to hug you.