I was diagnosed with PTSD a year ago and since that time I have been having strong thoughts regarding suicide. I have been hospitalized against my will three times in a year. I can’t work and I can’t get out of my own way. I guess I gave up on everything including life. Spending hours and hours online looking for the best ways to end my life. Then yesterday, for no reason, I just said, this is ridiculous. I have to stop thinking this way. I was obsessed with killing myself. Obsessed. I don’t know, out of nowhere I realize that death isn’t the answer.
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Did you find the answer?
Or would you like someone to figure out that answer with you?
Two minds are better than one, so they claim.
Can’t promise I would help you find it, but it doesn’t hurt to try right?
And hey, you should be so proud for reaching this point, it takes a lot of strength and willpower to get here.
So well done you <3
We can make our own purposes and pathways to that purpose. Use this new feeling to try and make things better for yourself.
Can I ask, what will you do from here?
I can’t wait to feel that way again