Just imagine what only 08% of society will ever really get…Suicide is a high like no other…No DXM, DpL, Meth, Heroin, even weed will make you feel that way….Suicide is the real HIGH! Anybody Dissagree???
I think it’s more like snorting a whole bunch of pixie sticks and going on one of those vomit-inducing spin rides at the amusement park while rainbow snot strings all over everybody else on the ride and your eyes are burning from all the sugar. I can’t be sure, but that’s what my gut tells me.
i think i get what you’re saying. i find it kind of consoling. it’s like… thinking about ending it, and just being done with this whole charade, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
I wish I could say it’s a high, but my one hanging attempt was painful, terrifying, humiliating and just sad. I guess I don’t even get to enjoy suicide.
I agree that believing you’re about to die induces a unique sensation of calm and peace – at least it did in me.
But I can’t see how that is unique to suicide?
Are you basically lauding ODs here? Because if you’re going to compare with a drug high, you have to remember that a successful suicide is more akin to ODing than anything – it kills you.
Yes, my suicidal thoughts do give me the fix I need. To think about ending it and then living your days in solidarity, it feels that nothing that happens to you, good or bad, will ever get to you. When it comes to suicide, you’re in complete control. For me, knowing that someday I will muster up the courage to take my own life from my hands is reassuring. In fact, it makes me feel the opposite sometimes, that without these suicidal thoughts whatever I do isn’t worthwhile. It’s living in the moment, while knowing deep down you will eventually end it all.
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I think it’s more like snorting a whole bunch of pixie sticks and going on one of those vomit-inducing spin rides at the amusement park while rainbow snot strings all over everybody else on the ride and your eyes are burning from all the sugar. I can’t be sure, but that’s what my gut tells me.
I compleatly agree with u. Even tho i don’t suggest it for anyone, from personal experience i know its a real high….
Yep.
i think i get what you’re saying. i find it kind of consoling. it’s like… thinking about ending it, and just being done with this whole charade, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
I wish I could say it’s a high, but my one hanging attempt was painful, terrifying, humiliating and just sad. I guess I don’t even get to enjoy suicide.
You’re on to something. A high higher than all the highs in that it’s instantaneous and takes your soul to another world. The snake sheds its skin.
I agree that believing you’re about to die induces a unique sensation of calm and peace – at least it did in me.
But I can’t see how that is unique to suicide?
Are you basically lauding ODs here? Because if you’re going to compare with a drug high, you have to remember that a successful suicide is more akin to ODing than anything – it kills you.
Yes, my suicidal thoughts do give me the fix I need. To think about ending it and then living your days in solidarity, it feels that nothing that happens to you, good or bad, will ever get to you. When it comes to suicide, you’re in complete control. For me, knowing that someday I will muster up the courage to take my own life from my hands is reassuring. In fact, it makes me feel the opposite sometimes, that without these suicidal thoughts whatever I do isn’t worthwhile. It’s living in the moment, while knowing deep down you will eventually end it all.