Hi Guys

So.
I’m grounded for a few days (it’s 1:19AM everyone’s asleep except my grandpa and he dgaf if I’m awake).
I spent too much time in my room and was “on electronics too much”
I spent time in my room because I had a nervous breakdown and was under a pile of stuffed animals texting my friend, shaking and crying about how much of a failure I was, trying to enjoy my favorite playlist of Green Day, Imagine Dragons, Panic! At The Disco, Twenty-One Pilots, My Chemical Romance, and Hamilton.
But no one knew until I screwed up my courage and screamed the hell out of my dad.
I think I may have scared him.
I don’t think he realized how broken I am. I think he thought the edges smoothed over, but I’m still a shard of glass, jagged and sharp, fragile, easily broken.
I’m pretty sure he cut my punishment from like a week to two days to one day but still.
I may be made of glass, but I’d just as soon prefer to be a boulder. Unmovable, unbreakable.