I think that it would be best if I died on top of a mountain. I have the perfect means, I have no regrets. Most importantly I have no more friends and I am so distant from my family that I have almost emotionally detached from them. Give it a few more weeks and I won’t feel that tug at the back of my mind, asking me if I am sure or not. But I’m just wondering if a mountain would be good. I have a lot of options, but I am worried about being eaten by shit when I am up there. It would be nice if no body was left behind but I also think it is unwise for me to have everyone wondering, “They could still be out there somewhere!?”. So on top of a mountain? Maybe deep in the woods?
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You could always leave a suicide note. Doesn’t need the specifics like where your body is to be found but that you have disappeared to end your life. I was thinking do the same thing deep woods or a mountain, but I don’t care to keep them wondering. If I could disappear forever without ending my life then I wouldn’t have to end my life. But I wouldn’t say goodbye either way! Baha. My plans are to disappear on foot but I know I wouldn’t get far without being surrounded by mood-killing raunchy sickly robots disguised as humans. I thought if I could afford go with the myths & legends route (I was talking about this before the terrible “The Forest” movie was ever created – December 2014) that Akigawara Forest or whatever it is called. I was thinking get a one-way ticket and end my life in the forest or starve to death in forest. I was also talking about jumping from San Francisco bridge last March 2016. Didn’t have the gas money. Then read about a survivor. Ooooohhhh surviving is not something I would be ok with. Dunno about landing in water either… I hate sea creatures
I guess I could leave a note. I’d just rather not be found within minutes of people hearing the gunshot. I’d rather the anticipation get to a few people that need to be reminded of how I loved them to the point of not being able to live without them. Sometimes you do love people too much, and when they leave your life it’s just too much to deal with, having found a comfortable way to live with them holding you in place. When they let go, you fall pretty hard. And this time I’m just tired of taking the plunge to the bottom and once again struggling to find my way back. I’d rather be there forever, and let my death be a message to those that could live easier without me. If I am to be unwanted, then let it be that way without me suffering for it.
Just move to Yemen. Problem solved, no further action required.
I got you beat man mine has alligators and piranhas and South America and all my online friends. It does no partner is but I almost want to see if like if you partner up maybe we’d end up not doing it but I’m scared that we might end up actually really really doing it so maybe not a good idea
I hope they don’t block my account from a comet