My Suicide Project

I have come close to finishing my project and could not have done it without this site and help from the good people here. August 30th 2017 will be the finished project (hopefully if the world doesn’t throw me another curve ball). From one of my first posts of my Suicide Playlists to the Legal Burial Methods in the US. I feel this is a different spin on suicide. I’m not the same as others. I want to make this act the most selfless selfish act I can. My notes blame no one but myself. They say nothing about how I cant take it any more or any of that. I have written out all the lies I lived, and all the reasons why it would benefit others by me not hurting others in the future. Basically I have come clean on (almost) everything I have ever done. There are 2 skeletons I will take to the grave. My family deserves to know the real truth. I was never a good person to begin with and over the years accumulated so many horrible things I have done to others mostly not on purpose. This has been a contemplation for years and years and this site help me finish my project so thank you. There are some really amazing and smart people on this site and I hope and wish them the best in life. Keep reaching for the stars. As for me this is what is needed.