I hate that my “friends” are all friends with my rapist – they claim not to be but they very obviously are. Always talking to him, laughing with him, partying with him, visiting his place, cooking for him at one point fucking him. I wish they could see how deteriorating this is. Its not enough to say I should be the one to say don’t hang out with him. if some guy that you say you’re only acquaintances with rapes you’re friend you get rid of the guy. Don’t make excuses as to why you continue to get close to him and apologise and continue to do it. Just cut the fucker off. No wonder they won’t help me make a case against him. Probably making hearts over the “i” in his fucking name. I’m fucking raging right now. They wonder why I don’t hang out with them well try take a stab in the dark there, Sherlock . After all my rape has put me through….. but why should I be fucking surprised… after all they’ve put me through!!!!