Don’t know why I’m posting on this. I’m just tiered of being tiered I’ve got zero friends and I’m too stupid to do anything special with my life. I’m ok with being a loser, but I’m tiered of it, I’m tiered of having the same conversations in my head, and I’m tiered of people just ignoring me. I’ve never had anything good happen to me before and I’m not hoping that something good will happen cause I feel like I’m meant to suffer I guess. I’m not looking for a pity party I’m just so beat from life just hitting me with bad karma or bad luck. I just want one person who’s not family to be with. I have a demeanor now that just wants people to hate me. I prefer to be hated cause at least I know where someone stands. I’m just so pathetic but I don’t care I’ve got no one.
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Same
Me too. I’m worthless garbage. Just plain human, with absolutely nothing. I am just alive that’s pretty much I can remember about me.
You mean tired* tiring* and trying*
I feel 100% the same! What went wrong in my life that I cannot be like the others?! Why do I have no friends? Why do I have no goals or sense to my life? Why am I existing while every day is just a waste of time?! Why isn’t there anyone who can at least tell my WHAT went wrong and HOW I sould have done it, even if it is too late for me now! I just want this to stop right now! I want to know the right way! I want to become a person of worth, too! Is this too much to ask for?