Don’t know why I’m posting on this. I’m just tiered of being tiered I’ve got zero friends and I’m too stupid to do anything special with my life. I’m ok with being a loser, but I’m tiered of it, I’m tiered of having the same conversations in my head, and I’m tiered of people just ignoring me. I’ve never had anything good happen to me before and I’m not hoping that something good will happen cause I feel like I’m meant to suffer I guess. I’m not looking for a pity party I’m just so beat from life just hitting me with bad karma or bad luck. I just want one person who’s not family to be with. I have a demeanor now that just wants people to hate me. I prefer to be hated cause at least I know where someone stands. I’m just so pathetic but I don’t care I’ve got no one.