It doesn’t matter what I do, it’s always wrong. No mater what the motivation, it’s always wrong and I catch hell for it. Never get a break, but always expected to support my “significant other”. I always have to see her side of everything, nobody ever sees mine or cares about mine. I’m leaning toward one shot to the heart to get it over with.
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Why don’t you break up with her?
Because we’ve been married for 23 years- every day I wonder what else I have fouled up that I don’t know about yet.
I can relate. It’s frustrating, maddening when you have to live/deal with that. Probably why I’ve isolated myself from everyone.
I wish I could, but I have to keep acting like nothing is wrong, all day every day. Until I figure out how when and where to get this whole thing over with, my 30 minute commute most days is taken up by asking God to take me, end my life, just get me out of this existence. Hope is not an option for me anymore.