Am I the only one or are there people who recognise this? So you have these suicidal thoughts and you are relieved because you think you can escape this world and misery. But then you come to the realisation that it is extremely hard to kill yourself (convincing, but also good method). And that’s when the real suffering begins. When you want out, but you can’t
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I have to agree with you. It’s one thing to actually post about it, but doing it is something different. I’ve had five attempts and each one was harder to do than the previous.
True.. Why is it so hard to end all this misery. I wish there was a good painless 100% succesful method. I know jumping off a cliff or something is succesful, but I don’t want it to be messy
I’ve always wondered if there was a non messy way to truly do it. Like quick and painless. I don’t know. But I do know how you feel.
Yes, I used to have that, but now I know I COULD – like it used to seem TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, now I know it is 100% achievable. I used to SUFFER, thinking I could not DEVISE A STRATEGY OUT and my only strategy would fall through— now I know I am fully capable of ending my life, but I couldn’t without judgement. I’m kind of at the point where I’m tethering on the edge of ending my life or continuing to live a meaningless, grievous, perturbing, unpalatable existence.
Well at least you have a 100% strategy. I don’t. I am really stuck
There’s like a million ways to end it. They’re all not too difficult if you set your mind to it
I believe one of the prices we pay for having the option of suicide is the internal conflict of not wanting to die. Of course, that’s just another way of describing the “will to live” all living creatures share. It makes me wonder if death is a gateway to happiness, in whatever form that happiness might take. Maybe the jokes on us – maybe there’s a billion billion billion dead people floating around the ether thinking “Wow, I wish I’d gotten here sooner, this place rocks.”
I have a friend that died I’d like to think that after she died she was like “hallelujah hallelujah I am dead now hallelujah. No more shit life hallelujah. I’m out of the shit place hallelujah.” That’s how I would be.. for sure
I feel you buddy, I thought I had a way out, then it turned out the crucial part I had didn’t actually work, and without that the rest would be unachievable, realizing I was unable to do it killed me inside. Tomorrow night I’m gonna take the pills with alcohol, that should knock me out and let me succeed in my attempt. I hope. God I hope it works.
“When you want out, but you can’t.” This is a miserable state indeed and I am presently in it. I have a way out that is assuredly painless because it is instant BUT I have been persuaded by my would be survivors to remain alive for their sake. (Who are the selfish ones now?) This is a consequence of an aborted suicide plan they managed to abort some years ago.