The thing is is that I have so many problems in my life, but I just don’t know how to express it. I feel like my problems are the most unique on here of anybody and that most people on here are better at describing things than I am. This is just how I feel
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What problems do you have?
I have Asperger’s, severe OCD, have been depressed, general anxiety disorder. I also severely hate myself, and I constantly wish I was never born. Every time I stare at something like knives, I just think about ending it all, even though I would never ever do that.
I am generally overwhelmed so frequently. I feel like there is stuff I should have already accomplished that would make me have SO MUCH attention, but I haven’t because of simply how bad my OCD is. This idea overwhelms me SO MUCH. My life just gets worse every year. I just feel like not many people has a similar life story to mine. No matter where I go, I feel like I just CANT relate to people. I feel like no one thinks about ending their own life as much as I do. I am also more quiet than most people, which is also another other reason why I can’t relate to people. I feel like not many people (that I know at least) feel as badly as I do,) about things like being deferent than everyone, and not accomplishing amazing things, just for simple reasons like severe ocd. Also, my life does NOTHING butt get worse every single year. I feel like a minority in so many ways. I wish I were much older. Why must everybody or at least most people be so much happier than me? I feel like nobody has this many things that bother them, or similar thoughts to me. I just generally hate the person that I am for the vast majority.
I also have this problem that is BY FAR the worst thing ever. My WHOLE body is EXTREMELY HOT ALL THE TIME. For absolutely NO REASON at all. It may not sound like a problem but trust me IT IS. I have to with this EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE. And this leaves me to wonder: why must I have this EXTREME physical discomfort THIS BADLY ALL THE TIME? 99% of people don’t, so why does that mean that I should? The world treats me SO UNFAIRLY to the point where I don’t even want to live.
I wish I was more like my brother. He doesn’t even have 1/1000 the amount of issues that I have. Nor does 99% of people that I know.
I also feel like I am DEFINITELY one of the most confused people of all time. Why? Look at everything I have typed so far. I doubt very many people I know would have this many things that confuse them.
Long story short: my life is a COMPLETE mess and it only gets more overwhelming and depressing every year.
My worst problem by FAR is the fact that I am overheated every second of my life
I have many problems as well
Hi Noah,
I also have severe OCD along with any number of overlapping issues.
I know what it feels like be overwhelmed with issues that it doesn’t seem like other people have. I’m guessing that we’re just not meeting them in our daily lives because they’re in the same position and just struggling to get through the day.
Have you seen a doctor about the body temperature problem?