I really am so very tired of being alive I don’t want to exist anymore, my life is nothing but a disaster, and it just keeps on getting worse every passing day. My depression is taking over every aspect of me. It took away my friends and family it took away my motivation and will to live, it took away my life. I hate myself so much and I can’t keep living anymore, I’m nothing, I’m so fucking pathetic and useless. I keep on disappointing everyone around me and kicking them away. I would have killed myself a long time ago but I don’t want to cause any more pain, I don’t know how long will that keep me from doing it though. I think my days are finally coming to an end.
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I’m so so sorry 🙁
<3
can we talk about this ?
can you tell me when did the depression start or what triggered it [if you know]?
Big big hug to you
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Thank you so much, feels good as a change to know that someone, somewhere does care, it stated about 3 years now
Most Most Welcome 🙂
okay love
can you tell me what started it? Did something specific happen that triggered it [loss, trauma,…] or did it just slowly crawl its way into your mind with no aparant reason [believe me, I know what that’s like too]?