Turned 30 couple days ago… been dreading this ‘milestone’ for awhile now. You would think my family to help soften the blow would have done something for me a party… or a cake… or $2 worth of balloons!!!
Naaaaa of course not.
Spent the last 5 days sleeping because I couldn’t deal with reality. Only now I have this itching desire to scream and run rip my hair out slice my skin burn the house down.
I feel like I’m going to explode. I am going to explode. My chest is so tight. I have so much on I can’t and don’t want to deal with it.
How do I press pause on time?!
I always felt like I was just going to die before 30 or right after.
I’m so frustrated with life. It was meant to get easier.
I can’t stop moving. I look like I’m on drugs when I’m actually straight (FML)
World please just pause. Stop for awhile please
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Let us press the pause button
I wanted to pause time way before I got to 30 years old, but when I got there I almost stopped it rather just pausing it.
That’s the problem with time, it came only with the “stop” button, not the “pause” or “rewind” ones.