I’m gonna go outside

It was great. I felt as free as a lab chimp setting foot outside for the first time. Of course nobody was holding me hostage but myself. At first I was scared and then some old lady walked around the corner and she didn’t seem mean. She gave me a friendly smile and a simple “how’s it going?” to which i replied “great”. My heart was racing because I hadn’t had human contact in a while. But my fear was unwarranted. With this first step out of the darkness I decided I’d change other areas of my life as well. I’m officially quitting porn, going back to my studies, meditating, getting better sleep and eating healthier. It’s a bit dramatic but I figure all this will benefit me in some way so why not! But man was that fresh air so refreshing! The trees, the clouds, the sound of birds, the breeze, etc….I nearly cried because I missed it so much. Humans need fresh air.